He hasn't … [ barry folds his fingers tightly into the spaces between them in order to ground himself and get a grip. he wonders if future him will ever be over it, ever be able to say what happened in that living room that night in 2000. ]
[ with dad gone, it still feels so fresh. he still doesn't know how to say he hasn't killed my mom yet. ]
[ with a deep breath in, barry looks up from his hands and turns to cisco. it's so much easier to be outside of that living room when he thinks about how this thawne may gloat of knowing him, studying him as though he's some character from star wars barry gets excited about, but he still doesn't know. time is malleable, it can change. thawne taught him that when he was eleven years old. ]
He doesn't know he comes to the past and he gets stuck. He doesn't know who he is to you, or who you become to him. He hasn't lived it yet. We've got something over him, Cisco.
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[ with dad gone, it still feels so fresh. he still doesn't know how to say he hasn't killed my mom yet. ]
[ with a deep breath in, barry looks up from his hands and turns to cisco. it's so much easier to be outside of that living room when he thinks about how this thawne may gloat of knowing him, studying him as though he's some character from star wars barry gets excited about, but he still doesn't know. time is malleable, it can change. thawne taught him that when he was eleven years old. ]
He doesn't know he comes to the past and he gets stuck. He doesn't know who he is to you, or who you become to him. He hasn't lived it yet. We've got something over him, Cisco.